What can you do or think,what is that one thing
that can change what is ahead for you?
Just by making the choices you do every day.
Either you want to go out for a walk
Stay inside all day.
Stay out for the day.
Everything changes and the things you think of will never be.
What you don't think of will always be.
Trying to hold your life together with logic never works.
It clashes with what others feel,think, or plan on doing.
wither it is for self greed or not.
Who are you to judge?
It may not be fair for you but what can you do.
That is what I have to do.
I know I have a living being growing in me but a bit scared to go see
if it's a boy or girl.
Trying to get my life heading in the right direction before it is taken away by
Fiat.
Never would have thought I would be a mommy.
i always talked about it but once it becomes a reality
you have to stop thinking and take action.
Life such a slap in the face,
when you come to one solution that it seems like this is the only way.
Right when you give up you get slapped with other options and you feel quite stupid
stressing about it in the first place.
I know when things go wrong it seems like you are buried alive with very little air to breath. That sometimes when you try it gets a bit thinner to take in.
Good thing it comes with good people you call friends sometimes.
They are always handy *carries shovel*
Then there are those you'd always be there but for some reason they do not know how to help others but themselves.
The main reason the whole you are sitting in...covered with dirt.
Once you get out all you can do is dust it off and walk away.
Being carried away in a different direction called life.
It has a way of slapping you in the face.